Monday, July 30, 2007

Proof that I have become a card carrying member



These are things I have done, just within the last 48 hours, that qualify my induction:

1. Joined Lifetime Fitness
2. Used my Lifetime Fitness membership to swim, play racquetball and go into the hot tub
3. Woke up stiff after two consecutive days of racquetball and proceeded to wear a neck warmer for a half hour
4. Talked about how I think I am generally dehydrated and will consciously try to drink more water
5. Drove a Suburban to Target
6. Bought school supplies at Target (for myself) and considered buying a purse/tote bag
7. Drove a Suburban to Blockbuster
8. Completed a three-point turnabout to get out of the parking lot at Blockbuster
9. Drove a Suburban to Starbucks, where the barista knew my drink by heart
10. Unloaded the dishwasher and lamented the diminishing amount of space for coffee cups and travel mugs
11. Took the dog to the vet and chatted with the young, tan doctor about heartworm prevention
12. Told a kid under the age of 14 that Weeds may be inappropriate viewing for him
13. Inquired into the housing status of soon-to-be college students
14. Discussed the violence on the show 24 with a friend
15. Discussed the possibility of putting in a backyard fence
16. Grilled chicken on an outside grill on a deck, basting included
17. Picked tomatoes from the garden
18. Drove a Suburban to the Post Office and watched the two older women working, both wearing American flag pins and matching pink lipstick, get into a tiff over the price of renewing a passport

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Not Kidding.


Miranda July on The Sound of Young America right HERE!

Deportes

In honor of my new obsession with racquetball, here is a cool photo essay that was created for the New York Times Magazine a little while back. It's a nice change from the usual sports photography you see. The photographer, Vincent Laforet, distance, composition and especially depth of field to create some unique images. He uses selective focus as a way to not only guide a viewer's attention, but also as a way to alter our perspective, make us see these events in a new way. The effect of messing with something as simple of depth of field can be pretty startling. Even sports stars look as small and insignificant as they really are -- I don't mean that in a demeaning way, just in the sense that the ocean and the natural world are huge compared to one human...and, stuck in our own brains, we can't help but view our worlds in such a human, me-centric way. These photos set things straight. We look like we are little figurines in a little dollhouse-world (stadiums, streets, courts) that we created, which is essentially the truth.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

St. Vincent show

The show was AWESOME. Full review to come.


Local opener Bear Country:



Scout Niblett:



St. Vincent:





This last photo was taken during the encore which consisted of Ms. Clark grabbing an acoustic guitar and sitting down at the end of the stage. The smallish crowd gathered around her in a circle, and with no microphone and the lights completely down, she played These Days. It was amazing. She was also super nice and stayed around talking to all these fans. I love her even more now.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Vacation, all I ever wanted...


So my family and I are planning our vacation plans. We are going to Baltimore, Charlottesville, VA, Arlington, VA and Washington D.C. We are leaving exactly one week from tomorrow. I am very, very excited. Thrilled, actually. I love vacations and I love history and monuments and things having to do with Lincoln, our Constitution, government, colonial reenactments and so on. I've never been to D.C. I can't believe that in over a week I will be standing at the feet of the Lincoln Memorial, staring into Honest Abe's (yes, I know, he didn't like to be called that) eyes.

We have been working on our itinerary and I have been knee deep in all things D.C. I may have already elicited the advice of some of you, but if anyone has any suggestions for activities, bookstores, restaurants, museums, etc. please let me know.

Things we are pretty much for sure doing:
-Monticello
-Mount Vernon
-All the monuments, including: Washington, World War II Memorial, Lincoln Memorial, Vietnam Veterans, Korean War, FDR, Jefferson, Grant, Garfield, Peace Monument
-Capitol Building (including tour) and Reflecting Pool
-National Air and Space Museum (of course), which at the moment includes an exhibition from the currently being renovated Museum of American History
-Holocaust Museum
-White House (no tour, unfortunately -- 3 months advance booking required)
-Ford's Theatre (no question)
-Georgetown
-Neighborhoods such as Adams-Morgan, Foggy Bottom, Dupont Circle (how great are the neighborhood names?)
-Eastern Market
-Ben's Chili Bowl
-Arlington National Cemetery
-Iwo Jima Memorial in Arlington

Other Possibilities:
-National Archives (where you can see the Declaration of Independence, The Constitution and the Bill of Rights)
-United States Botanic Garden
-Bureau of Engraving and Printing
-International Spy Museum
-FBI Building and tour
-National Gallery
-National Portrait Gallery

Monday, July 23, 2007

Other things of note

The Democratic debate is on tonight. It airs on CNN at 7 pm Eastern time. I'll be tuning in. Catch it if you can.

Also, I subscribed to the New York Times home delivery yesterday and I'm so excited. The Omaha World-Herald was just not cutting it as the only print source of news. The only weird thing is that there is no way for me to get the Saturday paper. My only options were Monday-Friday or Sunday only. I signed up for both, but that still excludes Saturday. I will have to designate this as my day to go out and get the paper, which is fine I guess since that is what I have been doing every day. I hope it starts coming soon!

Movies

I finally saw The Lives of Others and loved it. I was completely absorbed and engaged in the film. Nothing since 24 has held my rapturous attention like this film. It was amazing. Rich, complex characters that felt as if they were inhabiting a very real, very morally complex world. It was deep and resonant without being didactic or too obvious. It managed to be both restraintful and emotionally evocative. I really, really loved it.

I can't wait until Film Streams opens this upcoming weekend. I am trying to decide if I should attend the opening on Friday night. Seven Samurai opens as one of Alexander Payne's ten picks for the Film Streams series that he is curating. Although some may view this as sacrilege, especially as a movie lover and a film student, I must admit that I'm not a big Kurosawa fan. I've got nothing against the guy, but the films I've seen of his haven't sparked anything within me. Basically, I was bored. I feel like I have seen Seven Samurai for a film class, but I'm not sure. Maybe I should give this movie a first or second chance. Maybe with the excitement of a hopefully packed theater on opening night, I will find something onscreen in that dark, new theater that I haven't seen before. Payne has written this about the film:

"Japanese director Akira Kurosawa's grandly entertaining historical epic is an achievement like climbing Mount Everest. My vote for best movie ever made. It's the film that most made me want to become a filmmaker."

There's more:
"I still can’t believe it now, fifty-odd viewings later, that a movie can be that good—that ferocious, that delicate, that historical, that timeless, that entertaining, that complete. It goes by quickly precisely because it is so economical, each frame measured and weighed for the story it tells."

That's pretty high praise. If you're interested in seeing his other picks and notes on them, you can go here for an Omaha World-Herald article and/or on the Film Streams site. As more incentive, Payne himself is going to be on hand for some of the opening week events.

It seems to me, based on my own musings here, that I should go. Couldn't McCabe and Mrs. Miller be the opening night? Or La Notte? Or The Last Detail? Or any other film that he has chosen?

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Who's the prettiest princess of them all?

I babysat last week for the Ava and Sam, two cute and precocious kids.

This is what happens when I babysit:



Then I had my introduction to the game Pretty Pretty Princess.







Can you tell who was having the most fun?

I'm babysitting them again tonight. It promises to be another action-packed, fun-filled, exhausting night. I am ready to wear that crown again!

Thursday, July 19, 2007

I wish I could quit you, Jack Bauer


I wish I could get your gravelly voice out of my head. Erase the image of your unnaturally tan face and hair coiffed just so from my mind.

How is 24 so addicting? I just finished Season 1 Disc 2. My days feel like an accumulation of aimless hours spent waiting until the time that I can justifiably watch the next disc. I'm thanking Blockbuster for their convoluted policy of their online system which allows you to return a movie you got in the mail in-store, allowing you to pick up another dvd right then and there (great), but not allowing you to return that in-store movie for another in-store movie. In my opinion, you should be able to have 3 movies out at any given time, regardless of whether you got them in store or through the mail. Despite this minor frustration, it ends up being healthier for myself (and my siblings who seem to be addicted as I am) by restricting us (those who don't want to pay) thus far to only 1 dvd of 24 per day.

My qualm with being so taken with this series, besides the fact that I can't decide if it's really good or not -- and I don't think I really care if it is good or not -- it's fast paced, it keeps you guessing, it gets your heart racing (especially with the suspenseful score and ticking clock - literally and aurally), it leaves you wanting more and keeps you enough in the dark to want to keep watching to find out what's going to happen -- anyway, back to my point in this epic and grammatically incorrect sentence (note: where are the options of footnotes when I want them? can you tell I'm reading DFW?) is that not only are there obvious moral issues of torture, human and civil rights being broken left and right and not following the due process of the law (especially in this age of Guantanamo and Abu Ghraib, etc...and I haven't even gotten to the real torture scenes yet...I'm in the domestic age of the show) but also the co-creator Joel Surnow is what he himself refers to as a, "right-wing nut job."

I read an article awhile back in the L.A. Times about a show he was developing for Fox News, titled, The Half Hour News Hour. It's kind of like a Conservative version of The Daily Show or The Colbert Report. I haven't heard about it since then, but I'm not in the habit of watching Fox News either. Anyway, I came out of that article not being too fond of Surnow (despite the fact that he hails from Michigan). I had forgotten about his proud Conservative status until Laura reminded me yesterday. It is hard now at times not to view the show through that Conservative lens and it's fairly easy to see things that would fit that worldview. Does this perhaps explain why North Hollywood is depicted as being one of the seediest places on Earth? However, I've tried to be objective, and there are things that could be seen as having a liberal slant. I've decided to try and not let this information ruin my enjoyment of the show. It does bring up an interesting point and/or minor moral issue. Should I really be supporting something that is made by someone I really, truly disagree with and whose politics may be infusing the show with the same laissez faire attitude towards human rights that some other hard-headed Republicans exhibit (e.g. those in the White House right now)? A show that, according to a very interesting New Yorker article, may actually be influencing those in real positions of power, such as those in the military, to use these same tactics of torture on suspects?

On the flipside, there are a number of very liberal people on the show as writers, directors and actors. So maybe it is more reflective of our country's political attitudes than most shows. Or there is the argument that it is just entertainment; a show for thrills, for fun. It's hard to argue that people would take it very seriously, especially given the outlandishness of the plots and drama (this guy's day is really filled with that much excitement and serious life-threatening danger to himself, his family, and everyone he is close to? how would he not have a heart attack by hour 3?)...then again, George Bush is our President and he likely took his stance, attitude and some of his one liners from all those John Wayne movies he watched as a kid.

The real question is: Do I even have a choice to stop watching 24? Or rather, the will?

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

DFW


Consider the Lobster And Other Essays by David Foster Wallace is hilarious, informative, insightful, thoughtful and just all out really awesome. I've always been intrigued by Wallace and he's one of those many authors that I've thought so much about reading, but just hadn't really gotten around to. I did start to read Infinite Jest, found it funny and challenging and for some reason (perhaps due to its massive size or to the fact that I'm just realizing I may have lost it under the bed and just forgot about it) I stopped and haven't returned to it.

I listened to a podcast of him reading a portion of "The View From Mrs. Thompson's", an essay on 9/11 included in Consider the Lobster. Then I listened to another podcast of him on Bookworm. Having my interest piqued even further (and having heard him read at a Downtown for Democracy awhile ago and loving it), I decided to pick up Consider the Lobster. I am really glad I did.

Luckily , I still have a few essays left, and I'm going to cherish them. Although he does have at least one other book of essays and a few other huge, complex novels, so I should get it through my head that I don't really need to ration his words.

"Certainly the End of Something or Other, One Would Sort of Have to Think" is a biting, absolutely funny essay on John Updike and his novel Toward the End of Time. It is worth buying the novel just to read the last sentence of this essay.

Other subjects include the porn industry, Kafka's humor, lexicography, lobsters and lobster cookers, sports memoirs, John McCain, talk radio and Dostoevsky. If none of those interest you, I don't know what will.

Hancock Street Dance!

We came, we saw, we danced (and gambled away $4.25)!

After repeated requests, here is a photo fabulous documentation of our time at the always wonderful and endlessly entertaining Hancock Street Dance (which more accurately should be named Hancock Fire Station Dance and Gambling Party -- all proceeds unwillingly donated to the Hancock Lions Club).

The scene as we arrived:



The entertainment:



The band:



The girls ready to take this place by storm:



The high rollers table:



The sun has set in the vast Wisconsin sky. Now is when the real party starts. Check out these moves:



Someone feels left out:



How quickly the tides do change:



We were dodging the paparazzi all night. Well, some of us were.





In these following photos, you may witness the effect of the street dance on the human psyche. These are being sent to psychologists as we speak:







The end. Hope to see you there next year! I'll save you a dance.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Let the Northern Lights Erase Your Name



Let the Northern Lights Erase Your Name was a taut, economical and fully absorbing book. I read it in a few short days, while in Wisconsin. The pared down language leaves the space for imagination, rather than directing you straight to the point. It is both direct and elliptical at once.

Ripe with heartwrenching drama, the stuff of melodrama really, Vida avoids cliche and sentimentality. Instead, she creates real, memorable, at times very unlikable characters in an icy world that she creates quite warmly. As you can see, there are a number of dichotomies at work here.

The book is really about self-discovery, or lack thereof, and the formation of identity. It is about secrets and coming to terms with one's known and unknown past, and how to reconcile that with your present self. How much does one's past affect one's present and one's future, subconsciously and consciously?

In the acknowledgments, Vida thanks Galen Strawson, "whose essay "Against Narrativity", published in Ratio, made me curious about the kind of person who would see their past as unconnected to their present. In trying to answer that question, this novel emerged." Reading this, I was interested to find and read that essay. So I did.

Basically, the essay is about two different kinds of perceiving one's self and one's life. Those who are Diachronic (and I will simplify here) are people who, "naturally figures oneself, considered as a self, as something that was there in the (further) past and will be there in the (further) future." These people also tend to be Narrative (he uses the big N) in their outlook. They place the events of their life in a timeline, connecting their past with their present, and forming an autobiographical narrative. Most Diachronics (the term Diachronic should not be conflated with Narrative. He elaborates further, I will be spare you here) would construe their past as having an indirect or direct effect and/or influence on their current and/or future self. Essentially, they view their life as an unfolding story. The other type of people, who are assumed to be rarer in the population, are Episodic. An Episodic, "does not figure oneself, considered as a self, as something that was there in the (further) past and will be there in the (further) future. They tend to not see their life in Narrative terms, but rather, as the name suggests, episodically. They live one moment to the next, realizing that there is a temporal progression, but that their self 20 minutes ago is not necessarily the same present self (I think).

Strawson proceeds to elaborate on the differences of these two experiences and what they may share and how they more clearly oppose one another. He also details the bias that either population may have against the other. For example, Diachronics feeling that Episodics live a less emotionally fulfilling life, or out of touch with their self, or may not be able to give as much in a relationship. And the reverse, Episodics may view Diachronics as being particularly self-involved, dramatic, or less involved in living in the present, for example. These judgments, Lawson feels, if made, would be lacking in understanding. Neither style of life is inferior to the other, just different. Strawson also fights the bias, identifying as an Episodic himself, in favor of Narrativity that he views among many in the culture (writers, philosophers, psychologists, academics et al.) He feels that there is a myth created in culture that attributes an ethical quality, a "goodness" to living one's life narratively. He quotes the Earl of Shaftesbury (whom he considers an Episodic), to elaborate on his view that "the ethical Narrativity thesis is false". I will re-quote the Earl here:

The metaphysicians...affirm that if memory be taken away,
the self is lost. [But] what matter for memory? What have I to
do with that part? If, whilst I am, I am as I should be, what do
I care more? And thus let me lose selfevery hour, and be twenty
successive selfs, or new selfs, ‘tis all one to me: so [long as] I
lose not my opinion [i.e. my overall outlook, my character, my
moral identity]. If I carry that with me ’tis I; all is well....– The
now; the now. Mind this: in this is all.


Also, in identifying as an Episodic, Strawson is particularly adept at describing the inner workings of an Episodic. The question of, "Can Episodics be moral beings?" is brought up more than once, and Strawson's answer is yes. In fact, Narrativity, he argues, risks the "commodification of life and time - of soul, understood in a strictly secular sense."

Okay, I'm going to stop myself here, because I did not intend to write this much. Since the essay is more exhaustive in its description, thought, and research, I would rather post a link to it than write my own mini-treatise on it, possibly mangling its meaning in the process (funny that I'm writing this now, having just done exactly that). But if you don't have the time and interest in reading the actual essay and you've gotten this far, at least you have a thumbnail description of the idea. It is quite an interesting essay though. It is especially interesting having read Let the Northern Lights Erase Your Name, to think about the protagonist, Clarissa Iverton, and her experience and sense of self. I believe it was Vida's intention to write from the perspective of an Episodic, and how this particular Episodic makes sense of her past and her struggle to construct her identity with these fragmented memories and gaps in memory. The result is a very engaging read that offers insight into this experience of self. Clarissa's tale is an illustrative example of the quote from writer V.S. Pritchett that Strawson borrows to make his point about ethics: "We live beyond any tale that we happen to enact."


p.s. The Believer interviewed Galen Strawson for its first issue. Here it is, if you're interested. It is mostly about the concept of free will.

Friday, July 13, 2007

St. Vincent


So, I mentioned listening to St. Vincent on my road trip to and away from Wisconsin a few posts ago. However, I feel that she deserves her own post, however brief. St. Vincent is Annie Clark and a few other musicians (including Bowie pianist Mike Garson), but mostly it is just Annie Clark. Clark (23 years) has played guitar with both Polyphonic Spree and Sufjan Stevens, but she's obviously more than fine on her own. I don't want to pick apart the album, but rather allow for its full natural ability to surprise and charm.

That being said, here are a few thoughts. Tracks 5 and 6, Marry Me and Paris is Burning, are a one-two punch. Now. Now. is really catchy and easily gets stuck in your head. The Apocalypse Song is pretty great too. These are ones that immediately come to my head -- though I must confess that I haven't listened to the album that many times yet (I just recently got it), but it immediately grabbed my attention for some reason -- perhaps because it fit and enhanced the mood and feeling of being in a car, looking out the window, watching the sun set over the rolling hills and grazing cows. I must also say though that it still sounds good sitting in a suburban bedroom.

Clark has great vocal range. Her vocals in Paris is Burning echo Beth Gibbons' (of Portishead) haunting delivery at times, but have an ethereal, formal soprano quality in other songs. There are beats, there are hooks, some eclectic instrumentation, horns, handclaps (always and epically underrated!), there are unexpected flourishes. The album displays a great range in mood, texture and tone. Your Lips Are Red is a nice, rollicking, dark song, then a few songs later is the more saccharine All My Stars Aligned. She's also a very skilled guitarist. I highly recommend checking her out. You can listen to her on her MySpace page.

She's touring, so check her out if she's in your town. I'm really excited to see her here in Omaha at The Waiting Room. Bear Country and Scout Niblett are opening, so it should be an overall really good show.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

The Joslyn


Jamie, Kyle and I went to the Joslyn Art Museum today ($3 for the exhibitions on Thursday from 4-8 pm) to see "Spared from the Storm: Masterworks from the New Orleans Museum of Art."

It was a pretty good exhibit. It was kind of random in that it wasn't organized by any sort of theme or art movement or style, but was just rather highlights from the New Orleans Museum of Art's collection. Money from the exhibition will be put towards the NOMA, which suffered millions of dollars in damage from Katrina (I felt a little guilty for going on a discounted day).

What was most exciting about it was that you walk up the stairs to the exhibit and immediately before you is The Portrait of Marie Antoinette by Elisabeth Louise Vigée Le Brun, painted in 1788 one year before the start of the Revolution (as told to me by Jamie...I knew it was somewhere around there). Elisabeth painted many of the Queen's portraits (as seen in Marie Antoinette). The painting is an imposing 10 feet tall and very visually striking. So it really started with a bang. You can get somewhat of a sense of scale from the (illegal) photo below, but obviously, it doesn't create the same effect. The painting that Jamie is looking at in the photo is the Portrait of Louis XIV by Claude Lefebvre.





Here Kyle studies a work by Pissarro. Other notable artists included in the exhibition were Degas, Rodin, Monet, Renoir, Gaugin, Braque, Picasso, Cassatt, Chagall, Ernst, Kandinsky, Matisse, Miró, O' Keefe, and Pollock; you know, the usual suspects.

More Wisconsin photos I like



Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Monday, July 9, 2007

Podcasts galore!

I returned yesterday night from my family's annual mini-Fourth of July vacation in Hancock, Wisconsin, one of my favorite towns in this country.

While there is plenty to write about from that adventure, and lots of photos, instead I choose to share with you the joy of podcasts. I am obsessed. The two 8 plus hour road trips allowed me some quality iPod time, and while I did discover some new music that I really like: St. Vincent and Fourth of July (from Lawrence, Kansas!) being two big winners...oh, and I really like the song Wet and Rusting by Menomena, which also has a slightly bizarre yet interesting video for it directed by Lance Bangs, which you can see here...anyway, while music is all well and good, podcasts are really where it's at.

NPR and KCRW are the two biggest suppliers of my podcasts, including: Bookworm, The Treatment, Morning Becomes Eclectic, All Songs Considered, Book Tour, This American Life and Film Reviews. Other interesting podcasts I would recommend are KCET Podcast: Hammer Conversations, Filmschool has a few good episodes, The New Yorker: Fiction, and The Sound of Young America. If anyone has any other recommendations, I would be happy to hear them.

I'm not feeling in such a literary mood right now, so I'm just going to list the podcasts I listened to on the trip (all of which I would recommend):

From KCET:
David Foster Wallace reads from "Consider the Lobster"
A conversation between Miranda July and George Saunders (for the second or third time)

From KCRW's Bookworm with Michael Silverblatt:
Vendela Vida (great having just read her book)
Dave Eggers
Greil Marcus
Chris Adrian
Kurt Vonnegut
Walter Kirn
David Foster Wallace

From KCRW's The Treatment with Elvis Mitchell:
Judd Apatow
Sarah Polley
Alejandro Gonzalez Inarritu
Amy Berg
Ryan Fleck and Anna Boden
Robert Altman
Fernando Meirelles

Also listened to Vendela Vida on The Sound of Young America

That is all.

Monday, July 2, 2007

Reading update

I finished No one belongs here more than you by Miranda July. I liked it very, very much. Unfortunately, I had already read six of the stories in other publications. I also attended a reading where she read two more that I hadn't read before: "This Person" and "The Sister." I loved hearing "That Person" read aloud, especially by July herself with the sort of even, non-inflection that perfectly characterizes the voice of that story. That brought the total of previously read/heard stories up to eight, leaving me an equal eight completely new stories to cherish. And cherish them I did. I read seven in spurts and then for some reason left "Mon Plaisir" unread until last night. All of the stories were great. Out of the new ones I read, "It Was Romance" and "Ten True Things" stick out. "Birthmark" is an older one that I really love.

Suffice it to say, I am a very big fan of all of July's varied work in multiple mediums, her writing included. I guess my biggest compliment to her is to say that she is one of the most inspiring artists to me that is working today. Inspiring sounds like a lofty, oft-used word, but in this context is means simply her work makes me want to do stuff. Stuff like writing, making films, videos, and drawings. It's rare that a work of writing or art can entertain, connect with you emotionally, prompt introspection, make you laugh, surprise you, and get you excited about creating something yourself; July's work often reaches these heights.

The stories in No one belongs here more than you are deceptively simplistic. I don't want to get all analytical and/or descriptive here, it just seems kind of inappropriate for her work, and I don't feel like it, but I do want to recognize that her work contains these layers: layers of self-recognition, self-deception, self-loathing. So much is said by what is left unsaid in these stories, and how they're told. I'm not making much sense, and this is why I didn't want to go here in the first place. Trying to talk about them almost unravels the stories themselves...not in a way where they don't stand up upon closer inspection, but in a way that...I don't know takes away their magical quality. I suppose magical is a word that is sometimes used to describe July's work and while I think it is fitting in ways, it also carries the connotation of being thin or flighty...whimsical...like unicorns and rainbows. I don't think this describes her work at all. I think what is so striking about her work (writing especially) is that it is grounded in a very real, often dark and sad world. The fact that she can find the unique, the wonderful, the uplifting, the magical in the mundane, often depressing world is joyful, but if she is a writer of fairy tale like wonder, she more closely resembles the Brothers Grimm than Hans Christian Andersen.